Hi lovely people from around the world! Even though it's been a while since my last post, this time I will like to share something a little bit more personal.
I know that the fact that I have written a story it is not like a big deal but I'm constantly writing things like phrases, lyrics and some abstract stories and texts as a hobby like the one I'll be sharing with you today. I wanted to post this one here because it seems to me that it might mean different things to each reader. Also, because I wanna know what do you get from this text that you might feel it as a poem as well while you read it.
The Circle of Everything
Not a scrum, not a brick
Everything is down
Turned to pieces
The question is always the same
And what now?
It is over or is just another beginning?
All seems uncertain
Thinking and just thinking
Going back on and on
Asking myself what is wrong
Trying to fix it even when it doesn't worth
I just try to understand
And yes, they say 'Everything happens for a reason'
But you don't find it
Clearing up minds
Considering every idea
Even a thought is enough
But there's no way in
Moving on seems to be the way
But which path should I take next is the new challenge
Starting over can be hard, it really is
But only when you're new in this
You're not good or bad
We do our best always
Time goes on, we are better
Appears to work and it feels good
But pain always will knock our doors
Ready to remind us what we try to avoid
Past is undeniable and unforgettable,
And learning from it is the way to future
A new time has just arrived Our shadows were left behind
We are not scaping from it
Just going forward
I'm stable but still green
Growing as a bud, waiting for spring to come
But afraid of the cold wind yet to come
Calm but afraid is how I seem to be
Waiting for something
Something strange, extraordinary
To come from no where
Nothing showed up, Dissapointment is a common visitor already
Why was that? Is it blame on me or what?
After months, I discovered the truth
The answer was closer than I thought,
Inner me, guilt was around ther corner
Me not letting it go
Attached to what I lived and done
Not forgiving myself, not learning from it
Like an eternal nightmare without waking up,
It was time to set things right.
I decided to stop, it was time already
I grew, forgot and started to live as free and normal as I could
It worked and it was a good feeling again.
That was it guys! I really hope you like it and It'll very nice to read your thoughts in the comment section below and don´t forget to share it with your friends. I'll be posting very, very soon. My Twitter: @Rufo96. Thanks for reading!! :)
