I Wrote Something!!

Hi lovely people from around the world! Even though it's been a while since my last post, this time I will like to share something a little bit more personal.

I know that the fact that I have written a story it is not like a big deal but I'm constantly writing things like phrases, lyrics and some abstract stories and texts as a hobby like the one I'll be sharing with you today. I wanted to post this one here because it seems to me that it might mean different things to each reader. Also, because I wanna know what do you get from this text that you might feel it as a poem as well while you read it.

The Circle of Everything

When there's nothing left  
Not a scrum, not a brick  
Everything is down  
Turned to pieces  

The question is always the same  
And what now?  
It is over or is just another beginning?  
All seems uncertain  

Thinking and just thinking  
Going back on and on  
Asking myself what is wrong  
Trying to fix it even when it doesn't worth 

I just try to understand  
And yes, they say 'Everything happens for a reason'  
But you don't find it 

Clearing up minds  
Considering every idea   
Even a thought is enough  
But there's no way in 

Moving on seems to be the way  
But which path should I take next is the new challenge
Starting over can be hard, it really is  
But only when you're new in this 

You're not good or bad  
We do our best always 
Time goes on, we are better  
Appears to work and it feels good 

But pain always will knock our doors
Ready to remind us what we try to avoid  
Past is undeniable and unforgettable,  
And learning from it is the way to future
 

A new time has just arrived  
Our shadows were left behind  
We are not scaping from it  
Just going forward 

I'm stable but still green  
Growing as a bud, waiting for spring to come  
But afraid of the cold wind yet to come 

Calm but afraid is how I seem to be  
Waiting for something  
Something strange, extraordinary  
To come from no where
 

Nothing showed up,  
Dissapointment is a common visitor already  
Why was that? Is it blame on me or what? 

After months, I discovered the truth  
The answer was closer than I thought,  
Inner me, guilt was around ther corner 

Me not letting it go  
Attached to what I lived and done  
Not forgiving myself, not learning from it  
Like an eternal nightmare without waking up,  
It was time to set things right. 

I decided to stop, it was time already  
I grew, forgot and started to live as free and normal as I could  
It worked and it was a good feeling again.

That was it guys! I really hope you like it and It'll very nice to read your thoughts in the comment section below and don´t forget to share it with your friends. I'll be posting very, very soon. My Twitter: @Rufo96. Thanks for reading!! :)